Patrick's Crushes

This is a list of all the fictional crushes that I've had.
Most have been in some way related to gender-envy but I have loved them all deeply.
It's hard to put them in order because some are reoccuring or overlap so bare with me.
hover for art credit (if it's not official art).

Springtrap from FNAF

He's an animatronic-zombie-person. How could I NOT like him.

Toy Bonnie from FNAF

He is cute and looks like a twink. Also, I like his voice in Survive the Night.

Dave Strider from Homestuck
2022
I find him to be funny in a weird, dorky way and his whole character arc of self discovery was beautiful.
I used to be a hardcore davekat fan but lately I haven't liked it as much; it's too forced especially in the epilogues.

Jeff the Killer from "Jeff the Killer"

He is not the only creepypasta on here.. I had a huge creepypasta phase back in 2014-2016. At first, I thought he was offputting (for obvious reasons), but some interesting fan art I'd seen changed my mind.

Kaworu Nagisa from Evangelion
2022
I have nothing much to say about him except that his lore is very interesting and I like his and Shinji's relationship.

Edward Cullen from the Twilight Saga

He is very different in the books; he's a lot less overbearing and more sweet and charming.
The way he is depicted in the movies is strange to me. For one, I don't believe that Robert Pattinson was very good for the role; he looks disgruntled in a way, I guess? While in the book he is depicted as more soft-looking.

Edward Nygma from Gotham

This man made me obsessed with CSI work for quite a while.
It's not canon but it's very obvious that he is autistic and I relate to him a lot.

Inuyasha from (you guessed it) Inuyasha
2020
As soon as I watched the show, I loved him. He was my baby. I love him. I binged the show for like 2 weeks and never ended up finsihing it for whatever reason.

Hanako-kun from TBHK
2020
I read the whole manga in a week and was obsessed for a while. Me and an old friend fan-boyed over him together too.

Izuku Midoriya from MHA
2019
Maybe this is more embarassing than my Danganronpa crush. but. yeah. uhm. i dont have much to say.

Bakugo from MHA
2019
I was SO freaking obsessed with this bitch. I just thought he was so hot.

Naruto Uzumaki from Naruto
2018
I got into this series because of a guy I knew. I liked his whole backstory with the fox or whatever. I don't remeber much about him.

Ben Drowned from "Ben Drowned"
2016
I was introduced to creepypasta at a young age. This man was my favroite. I remember being scared of my parents finding out about creepypasta for some reason..

Ash Ketchum from Pokemon: Indigo League
2013
I began watching Pokemon with my bio dad at a very young age and Ash is the first (fictional) crush I can remember. The I Choose You! movie made me cry; I was so distrought that Ash became "evil" and then died?!?